I had completely forgotten we had a bank holiday weekend this past weekend, so the bonus Monday off work was most welcome. We had no plans because we have nowhere to go. No visits to the family, no meals out, no day trips, nothing. Level 5 has the one advantage of FOMO being a thing of the past.
I woke up on Sunday and took a notion to clear out what’s my least favourite room. The playroom. I call it the playroom but it reality it functions mainly as toy and book storage. The toys get mixed up, there is LEGO everywhere, the books get shoved any old way onto the bookshelf and the less said about the ‘art box’ the better.
Knowing my children and myself, I made the executive decision not to make the children help. I’m not terribly goal oriented right now but I wanted this job done fast without much stress and I knew from bitter past experience that having the children involved wouldn’t be good for any of us. I put the two extra leaves in our well loved dining table and emptied the shelves.
Because I had free reign over this project I was RUTHLESS. Toys I thought they’d like but never used were put aside for new homes. Puzzles with missing pieces went straight to recycling. The piles of bits that annoy me beyond measure were binned. Books were sorted. Shelves were scrubbed. The children dipped in and out of the process. We stopped for a late fry up. I got back to work. Floors were hoovered, walls were wiped and things were put back neatly.
I let them keep some stuff I’d have tossed but which they expressed newfound enthusiasm for once they were uncovered from the piles. I reconciled myself to the money we wasted on some of this stuff. I resolved not to buy so much and then told myself even if the last thing I think they need is more LEGO, that’s what they love so why not.
The day ended with our wedding wine. Not the literal wine we had on the day we had our second wedding, but the same brand and grape. I love this wine. It has a screwtop so when you’re wrecked after a day of tidying, suppressed rage and cleaning endorphins you don’t need to hunt up a corkscrew. The playroom is still relatively tidy and still extremely clean. The toys are getting played with and the books are being read.
It started with a mess. It ended with reflections on life since we got married. The messes are good in many ways. I think we’d rather have them than not. Especially now.